When your day starts weird it's bound to end up weird as well.First fellow artist,godess among new age artists (will write about her soon),posted this on her wall and I was like wtf.Honestly I don't know form were this shit comes but it ain't normal and sure as hell it ain't true.I personally appreciate beauty in every form and if I see a beautiful girl I will say she is beautiful because I'm not blind and I'm not gonna pretend to be one.That makes me an observer in constant search of inspiration not a lesbian for God's sake.
- Desiree Moore Bah! I know plenty of amazing straight female artists. I feel like I must not dive into my art enough if I'm not a full-blown lesbian! Half-assed. Well, time to drop the hubby so I can be a real artist! :D
The same goes for boys.Well liking cute Korean boys made M. to study my behavior like I was a lab rate and finally he came upon a definition that describes my state.Since I'm such a babble-mouth and can't keep my mouth shut when I should,I told him all about my "cuttie rices" .That's how I call Koreans (moje riže).The guy had patience and listened to me saying nonsense for two days so I had to give him credit.It's the least he deserved.This is his diagnose.Apparently I am half-straight because I like these guys:
and I'm half-androsexual because I like these guys:
Kim Hyun Joong
Lee Jun Ki
Ren from Nuest
Gi Kwang from Beast
And yes they are really guys,even the blondie and the term androsexual really exists (although it's a first time I'm hearing of it).It basically means that I'm a girl who likes feminine boys or a boy who likes boyish girls i.e androgynous people.So M. labeled me and went even further by stating that I am a weirdo (it takes one to know one) who doesn't like being attached and don't do relationships.Reading too much romance novels,in which plain girl gets the "hottie of the ton",screwed me up badly so my expectations kind off hit the roof and went right through it.What's wrong with me liking fiction guys better?When and if I find my own jackass on a white horse than I'm gonna like him only.
Since I'm among the youngest members of the family from both sides I had enough drama with my older cousins and their boyfriends/girlfriends to wish to live it myself soon.For now I stick to the books and I don't follow that logic which says that I have to have a boyfriend if all of my friends do.Logic and I never met in a road anyway and it is most likely that that will never happen.Since I'm not planning to get married (the thought itself freaks me out) I said to my parents that they should've had more kids because I'm not the one who will give them grandkids....cats,dogs and monkeys maybe...but grandkids no,no,no way....
The other weird part happened when my mum went to check mail and found a ring in our mailbox along with the pamphlets of some political organizations.The elections are approaching and politicians are practically everywhere but I don't get the ring part.I did not ordered it from the internet and none of my friends left it for me so how in the world it ended up in a mailbox.It even occurred to me that maybe political organizations started giving free jewelry as a part of their campaign.How cool would that be!Anyway the mystery was not solved and even if somebody left it there by mistake I'm not giving it back.Who finds it,keeps it.